On the way balik tadi, I pecut habis habisan konon nak cipta rekod the best time yet from office to home. Laju laju laju, then sampai tol Sg Besi, I queue behind the lorries and busses punya lane because lane yg car punya panjang super (oh, I dont have touch n go or smart tag yet). Tunggu punye tunggu, tak tau awat lama sangat ada satu lori tu padahal amik tiket je, sampai bas n lori belakang hon, lane kereta yg panjang tu dah habis siap kereta yg I passed on Federal tadi dah lepas dah. Lepas tu baru lori tu ngok ngek ngok ngek jalan. It strucked me that even I try to pecut as fast as I can to sampai rumah awal, Allah sebenarnya dah tetapkan masa I got home, and if, I were to drive slowly pun I mesti lalu lane car tu and not the buses and lorries punya lane and sampai rumah at the same time as if I were to drive fast.
Macam cerita Ali r.a. dengan pembantunya, masa nak singgah solat, dia pesan kat sorang laki ni suruh jaga kuda diorang, bila dia keluar masjid, dua2 kuda tu hilang, so Ali suruh pembantu dia pegi cari kat pasar because situ maybe org tu cuba jual for quick money kan, and Ali pesan kalau jumpe bayar je berapa2 pun, so his pembantu bayar la ape yg org entrusted awal2 tadi tu nak, and when he got back bringing the two kudas to Ali and told the story, Ali said, wallahi, I was about to give him the same amount of money for handling my kuda when I was praying. So laki tadi tu dapat jugak the same amount of money tapi dgn cara yg haram. Moralnya, u'll get ur rezeki and ur taqdir n so on but the cara tu the manner u'll get it is determined by u.
And that makes me reflect back, I shouldnt be speeding although takde kereta, sebab Allah that set whatever time I'll reach there, and it was 40 mins to get from the Curve to Kajang. And nak reflect lagi, same lah dengan jodoh, try lah as hard as you can, kalau orang tu isnt for you, you wont ever get her, and cuba lah lari macamana pun, if she was destined with u, it will happen. So rilekslah, bertenang sebab Allah dah set everything for us, so do things properly in accordance to His law inshaAllah u'll find happiness, although u think u'll be happily ever after with this girl, padahal Allah knows u wont, and if He wants to give u a good life, He'll give u other girl if not u'll get the girl and lead an unhappy life. So bila mintak dengan Allah, and this applies bukan for jodoh je but for every decision we made, that Allah make ease for us if the decision benefits our deen, our life, our ending and our eternity nanti, if not ask Allah to replace it with better one for He knows best, its called istikharah.
P.s.: Lupe, astaghfirullahalazim, rabbana zolamna anfusana waillam taghfirlana watarhamna lanakunanna minal khosirin, for speeding. T.T (not a good contoh eh?)